I see you! I gaze across this open space and whatever I do,
Wherever I am, I know, you’re always close at hand.
I hear you! The crashing waves, the gulls at dawn, the cry of a child
So young is borne upon the winds that Whisper softly with your Voice.
I know you! I think I always did! A vision deep within my mind, so
Lost was I and oft times blind, but with a wish, a dream, to hold you In my heart.
I fear you! the strength and power that you wield, like lost souls,
Upon a barren field, too young to see their deaths revealed, and yet,
Too scared to turn away, so silently I hear them pray, just one more
Day, let love be felt within our hearts, that we may know you too.
I hate you!
This grip you have upon my life, to take the love of
Child and wife, and leave a heart so torn with strife, to learn a lesson
Taught so true, that I have yet to learn.
I love you!
I cannot rid you from my mind, I search within so deep To find, that still I cannot understand,
within my life, what has been
Planned, sky, sea, hills and vales divide our hearts, yet join us in this
Last eternal bond.

Identify, my cries of pain, my angered screams in darkest nights, this
Depth of knowledge with lack of sight, a
Vision lost, a soulless flight.
Identify, this confused state, that makes all time and journeys wait,
And recognise me, here am I.
I stand upon this naked earth, searching still, for all I’m worth, for
All I need to know.
I miss you!
For at times like this, I know you whisper in my ear,
Have faith not fear, your thoughts are clear,
yet pity drowns my tears.

Maélwys /|\