Sometimes the thoughts which flow through me, are hard to comprehend,
How life, is flowing, oh so fast, what lies there at the end.
My minds confused, I’ve heard it said, I shouldn’t think this way,
But by what virtue should I live, please answer this I pray!
I feel my life holds purpose, from all the things I’ve seen,
And feel that I may pave a way, from places I have been.
I understand an inner truth, and know contented bliss,
I hold a gift, of love so true, brought by an Angels kiss.
I walk within the realms of time, and share this gift of love,
which somehow, makes me wierd, or strange,
Their words, not mine, my love.
Pray give assistance, where you can, and understand a truth,
The light I hold now as a man, which I did gain in youth.
And in my mind, I know a way, but clouds oft block my view,
I care not for the greed of Man, as long as I hold you.
For you are truth, and light, and hope, the greatest gifts of all,
You give me strength, you walk with me, and catch me when I fall.
I cannott know the answers, for my quest has just begun,
Nor can I recollect the words, to all the songs I’ve sung.
But what I hold, I try to teach, with words I hold sincere,
That love is just within your reach, cast out by your own fear.
So do I yet apologise, that I may sound confused,
My sorrow only is to see how love can be abused.
How wretched torment, rips the hearts and minds of bitter men
Who feel love is to conquer all, with force and brutish might,
I too once saw my love destroyed, before I saw the light.
But in the winds of heaven that now dance between we two,
Lies such a pure and tender love, that once I never knew.
So envy not the love I feel, for envy is a greed,
But nurture love, and watch it grow, from one saturnian seed,
Take care of love, and watch it heal, the world from all it’s wrongs
And there within the light you’ll find the words to many songs.

Lines rewritten in the Autumn 1997

Maélwys /|\